Anniversaries.

It is Mine and Michael's 4 year wedding anniversary today. 4 years. that's more than like 2/3rds of a decade... and I never imagined that I would spend more than year with someone let alone 4 years and then a lot more years together on top of that.

Michael and I have had a lot of ups and downs. we've been through a lot, we've put each other through a lot and we've been without each other a lot. But somewhere, we still found the love and the strength within each other to work through those things and work them out and here 4 years later, I can honestly say that I feel we're doing well together and that we're both truly happy with not only our lives, but with each other and our life together.

I Still feel the same exact way I felt about him when I first met him. he still gives me butterflies, when he's gone, I miss him and want him home, and rarely do I wish he'd go away, I love him despite how grumpy he acts the day he has to leave to go back to work, or how much he plays on Xbox or how utterly male and disgusting he can be sometimes.

I'm glad we found each other when we weren't looking for each other and I'm glad that I've found someone who loves me despite the fact that I am moody (sometimes), I haven't lost all the baby weight from my kids, I talk in my sleep, and cannot take a joke (sometimes).

he completes me in every way imaginable and I can't imagine my life without him..besides, he's helped me create two of the best things that have ever happened to him and I and the future Lamphere's we may or may not create.

I just love him...and I know for right now..that's enough.